Working out while watching the big bang theory!!! Nothing better :]
i started this blog as a way to keep track of whatever stuff i feel is relevant on my journey to lose 30lbs. i named this blog “not quite skinny, not quite fat” because that is how i’ve always felt about my weight. i’m currently around 180lbs and 5’9” and because of my height i dont look fat but i’m not as fit looking as i’d like either… i have a slight tummy and my thighs are… well, lets just say they don’t have a gap :P i’m not pro-ana or planning becoming anywhere near 100lbs…. i want to get fit. lose the tummy and thin out my thighs and jiggly arms. my goal is 150lbs or a size 7/8. whatever comes first. some other random facts about me: i’m 19 and a freshman in college. i’m and english major and LOVE to read (speaking of being an english major, ignore the fact that i don’t capitalize the first word of each sentence, i’m also terminally lazy which may be a problem on my journey to fitness) i have two adorable kittys named luni and cameo. oh, and feel free to say hi and talk to me :) i love talking to people!!!!
i love this image! it shows just how unrealistic barbie is…
(via mareeva)
i LOVE the tazo iced passion tea!!!! :)
(via moderngirlsgetfit)
Working out while watching the big bang theory!!! Nothing better :]
why do i really want to lose this weight and am i doing it for myself?
i feel that i’m being held back at my current weight. i’m not confident in myself and i feel that i could be so much more at my goal weight. i think i’ll be more confident and outgoing! and i’m definitely doing it for myself! i’ll admit that other peoples opinions of me matter but i think theres so much i’m missing out on at my current weight and i want to be healthier, especially because my family has a history of obesity and heart problems. it’ll also be easier for me to lose the weight now than when i’m older and have maybe 100lbs to lose instead of the 30ish i want to lose now!
sooooo…. i haven’t posted any of the daily challenge posts that i was going to and there is a reason! my laptop meet its most unfortunate (and expensive) demise about a week ago. i have a new one now so its all good! on a positive note, a week without a laptop gave me a lot of free time! i read some good books and worked out and hung out with a lot of my friends :] all in all it was a pretty successful week aside from the fact that i felt terrible for leaving everyone hanging :[ i think i’m just going to start up where i left off…
found bodyrock.tv and saw some of the before and afters :) i’m thinking about trying their 30 day fat loss challenge even though they look crazy intense!
In two/three months I’ll weight less than any other time in my adult life. Right now I have kickin’ curves and I honestly could be happy here, but I want more.
I want to get to at least 178 which would be a “healthy” weight for my height. I want to be even stronger. I want to amaze everyone and…
this is how i feel! i’ve been slightly “heavier” for as long as i can remember! i have a friend whose trying to lose weight too and she has a picture from 3 or 4 years ago and she was skinnier and she uses it as her inspiration. i dont know what i’ll look like if when i lose all this weight…. but i can’t wait to find out!

My new anytime fitness shirt I got with my 20 day free trial! Going with my mommy tomorrow!